Sep
20
I greatly apologize for taking so long in between blogs again. I have been horribly sick the past week and per my doctor, I will be sick another week before I am completely over this virus. I have sinusitis and I seriously feel like I am drowning in mucus. Thankfully, today I do feel a little better. I can actually breathe without my nose whistling which is always a plus. The real downside to being sick is my husband is also sick which makes us a very sad pair at the moment.
Unfortunately, Grayson is also added to the sick list at the moment. When he came over here he had a place on his chin right below his lips. His mom said it was a pimple but I’m sorry, since when do pimples look like they have green puss in them? After the place turned his whole chin blood red, he was immediately taken to the emergency room. I had to stay at home on the emergency room visit since I was ordered to have bed rest by my doctor and my mom said I would probably pick some other sickness up at the emergency room knowing my luck with sickness lately. I was very upset and felt like a horrible parent for not being there. The doctor concluded that Grayson has impetigo and put him on some antibiotics. Now, along with impetigo, he keeps coughing/sneezing and his nose is running. My poor baby, he cannot get better to save his life. Hopefully after this round of antibiotics he will be a lot better. I am just praying that his mom will actually give him his medicine four times a day like she is supposed to be. I get really nervous when he is sick and goes home. I am always in constant fear that someone will not take care of him or give him his medicine when he is supposed to get it since they are bad about not medicating him properly.
Hopefully we are both on the way to recovery and will get to have fun next weekend by visiting the park and getting to actually play outside. I look forward to the little things like that on each visit. Also, I seriously need to get some studying and school work done this week. Thanks to my sickness, I have fallen behind in school work since I had to miss classes. I have a test tonight in my history class that I need to get off of here and study for. Thankfully, it is a test in a class that I actually feel prepared for since at the end of our last class he read off of the test almost word for word.
I also need to hop in the bathtub but I am too busily distracted by a dancing thirteen year old as he gets broccoli all over his face and in his hair. I swear, that boy is messy as ever but I love him! Look for a new meme and a new blogging project I plan on doing here after I television show I love to watch. So until next time, later loves!
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Sep
01
Posted: 09.01.10 @ 01:31pm • Filed: Daily Kate • Tags: anxiety
I have been having a lot of anxiety lately. For some reason, I feel like if I walk into a room, everyone is staring at me. My palms get sweaty and it feels like there is an elephant standing on my chest. I have no idea why this happens or what causes it; I just wish it would stop. For some reason, my math class causes even more anxiety than normal. Maybe it is because that class is a full class? My other classes have under 15 people in each so I do not mind going to them. I hate going on campus and I knew by filling my schedule with three in-class classes I was taking a big risk. I love to his behind my internet classes because I do not have to have facetime with fellow students. Ever since the whole rape thing back when I was fifteen, I have had major anxiety around strange people. I hate going in crowds and freak out in them often. My therapist diagnosed me with PTSD when I went to him back when I was twenty. Maybe the PTSD is raising its ugly little head again. I have no clue but I really wish it would go the hell on.
In other news, this weekend will be our first Grayson free weekend in a while. This Saturday is also our one year anniversary of being together. Also, next Friday is my birthday as well. There is a lot of celebrate in the month of September! I also get my money for financial aid this month as well which I could really use like yesterday. I hate the way my college takes forever. Bills are piling up and they need to be paid which causes them to take their sweet precious time more so than usual.
Anyways, I wish I had more time to write but I have to run to Kennesaw to get my mom’s prescriptions and then come back home and do some homework. After homework, it’s WoW time. I’m officially readdicted to the game. So if you play, let me know what server you’re on. So until next time, later loves!
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