Jun
02
I was raised to have the mindset that everything happens for a reason and that there is always a silver lining to every cloud, but there are times when I question this philosophy. I actually was contemplating this subject while taking a relaxing bubble bath earlier. I wondered if things happen for a reason, how come there is so much pure evil in the world? I just don’t think I can convince my heart of hearts to believe that evil happens for a reason unless it’s God’s, or whatever deity you believe in, way of keeping us grounded as a human race and reminding us that the world isn’t always hunkydory.
I’ve had a lot of negative things happen to me in my twenty-four years of life which include overcoming being both molested and raped, but I honestly believe there are different things that could have happened to make me as strong of a person as I am today without those things being so traumatic. Those two things nearly destroyed me and I don’t understand how all that pain and suffering happened for a reason, or maybe that is just the bitter little girl inside of me speaking that thinks she got the short end of the childhood stick. Either way, I am a stronger person today and I guess in the end, that is all that matters.
I would like to elaborate more on the subject but I went out with the husband, sister, and sister’s boyfriend and since I decided to drink, I am feeling a little fuzzy. I think I need sleep big time but I am so glad that I got to go out and enjoy myself. I am also in the process of setting up my sister a blog so now we can take the internet by storm, heh. So, I will be back tomorrow for more blogging goodness.
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